That's right, Diddy, just keep convincing yourself of that. He's not around, so you know he'll never feel that way about you. Let's see how long that delusion will last. Just keep beliving that, and maybe one day, you'll be in a psych ward, because people will be thinking you're crazy. I am already weirded out by you. Just keep telling yourself that. We're still laughing at you, just like we always do.